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LiFE AS TOLD BY ME
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
013.
Mood:  sad
Now Playing: All-American Rejects - Swing, Swing.
Today was the worst. Ever. I didn't talk to Alex, except telling him to sign my yearbook. I am seriously going to miss him and al of my friends, but Alex was my first love and there's no way I can change that. So anyway, here's what Alex wrote in my yearbook, word for word:

Bye Alexis,
Have fun in Orlando without me.....
In two years you'll
probably forget
all about me
and read this
saying "who
in the world
wrote this"?
but whatever.
Bye. Forever.
oh yea, HAGS,
Alex (not the blonde one)

And I must say, I hope he wasn't being serious. I hope it was all humorous, cuz he left right after writing that. And he never said goodbye, or see you later, or anything like that. Just signed my yearbook, and left. It's very depressing. So anyway. I didn't see Stevie today. Ben signed my yearbook. Just a normal "HAGS.." blah blah blah. How fun.
I don't want to go see my new house. I have to go in an hour and a half to go see my gay new house that's empty cuz no one is living in it. So now I am pretty freaking sad.
I was looking through the yearbook and remembering all of my experiences over the months, weeks, days that I shared together with all of my friends. I hate that Alex thinks I'm going to forget all about him and fall in love someone else and I hate it. I just hate everything right now. I seem happy and all "Yay school's over", but seriously. I'm so freaking sad about leaving. I really want to talk to Heather or Niki right now, because they bothh are amazing and Heather has such a way with words and Niki is just overall funny and makes me smile all of the time. But neither of them are online. I think I'll call Niki; I haven't talked to her in a while.
After I'm done writing my blog.
I wish I could show Alex this blog, just to show him how I seriously feel about him. But I can't because he'd probably avoid me for the rest of our lives, whether we ever saw eachother again or not.
And now I'm thinking I may never see some of the people that go to HTA again.. :[
That. Sucks.
I want to kill Orlando so I don't have to move :]
How happy. :[
Ugh. I want to just listen to music, talk to Niki and Heather, look thrugh my yearbook, and not move.
Now, my favorite thing in the world- my journal- is going to be waiting and waiting for something exciting to happen so I could write another entry, but it's not going to, because the only exciting thing in my life are my experiences with boys. Gayness.
I hate hate hate hate hate hate this.
And, to top it all off, Ben, Alex, and Stevie have dorky pictures in the yearbook. Joy, Joy, Joy.
[Why is Ben eating his cello?]
Ughh Ughh Ughh.
Gaygaygaygaygaygaygay.
I'm going to go now and do something interesting.
Nevermind, there is no more interesting things in this world.
I hate the world.
:|

xshmish blogged at 1:43 PM EDT
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Monday, May 22, 2006
013.
Mood:  blue
Topic: ME.
I am so depressed right now. I don't even WANT to talk about Alex. I know, freaky. But, for the sake of this blog, I will talk about my few boy adventures of the day..
When I was walking back to the junior high building with Teresa, we passed Stevie. And without either of us saying anything, as Stevie walked by, he said "Hey Alexis!" even though he was running super fast. It made me smile. I know it's pretty cheesy just getting all happy about someone saying hi, but it just made me all warm and fuzzy inside. Don't spazz about it.
So so so... What happened with Alex.. Not much really. We basically talked during our book return in the four classes we have together. He still thinks I am going to forget him, but I am definitely NOT going to forget him.
How could I forget the first boy that I coud talk to without getting insulted for immaturity or being "gay"? How could I forget the first boy that made me look forward to science? How could I forget the first boy that appreciated me for me? I just don't get it. How could I forget the first boy I actually wanted to talk to? How could I forget the first boy that made me go numb the first time we touched? How could I forget the first boy that flirted with me, called me "the coolest person in the world", or hugged me? There is absolutely no way I could forget him. He gave me the confidence I have now around boys. I used to totally hate boys. Now? They're all I talk about. So Alex- I will NEVER forget you. Like Mrs. Brown says, you never forget your first love.
And that's the happier part of my blog.
So now I'm all depressed because tomorrow is the last day of school. Sure, no more exams, homework, tests, books, blah blah blah, but still. This was the best school ever. I don't care that I am going to have a bigger room, a bigger house, a golf course in my backyard, thirteen kids my age on the street... All I want is to stay here, where I am. I will never. Ever. EVER. Call Orlando home. My home will always be Satellite Beach, Florida. Get over it, Orlando. You're a bitch.

Sorry about the language.

xshmish blogged at 4:29 PM EDT
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Friday, May 19, 2006
012.
Mood:  flirty
Topic: ME.
The party was so much better than what I thought it would be like. It turns out his mom is super nice, Alex looks pretty good without a shirt and so does Ben, Ben and Sam think I'm a good football player, I played Chicken with Stevie who is now my favorite eighth-soon-to-be-ninth grader, Kelly is now one of my bestest friends ever, and I like cheese. Well anyway... At the beginning of the party, Kelly came up to me, and here is a conversation I had with Kelly that sparked the friendship:

Kelly: Do you want to kill me?
Me: No, Alex said you wanted to kill me..
Kelly: Oh. We should kill him!
Me: YEA! *high five*

So then I was playing football with Ben and Sam and Alex, and Sam threw the football to me, and I caught it. And everyone was like "YAY DISNEY" and I felt loved. So I was all outgoing and stuff during the party. My shy side showed not at all. Yea, I have a shy side.

OKOKOK SO CHICKEN- So Stevie wanted to play Chicken, and no one else would be his partner, so he asked me but I didn't have a bathing suit. So then I thought. "Hmm.. Sitting on a pretty decent looking guy's shoulders..." Then Danielle let me borrow a bathing suit. And I beat her and Teresa in Chicken with Stevie. And Stevie said only his bestest bestest buds can call him Stevie. And he doesn't even let Kaley & Ally call him Stevie anymore. So now I feel special. And he was all like... nice to me and stuff. And I was like "OMG STEVIE I LOVE YOU!" and he was like "OMG I LOVE YOU TOO" So that's how boy obsessed I am. Rambling on about some flirting I did with a guy that I almost never talk to until today when I sat on his shoulders. Which. Was. AMAZING. Lolz. Sorry this section is sorta perverted, I'm just.. boy-obsessed.

And. I wore a bikini. In front of Alex. While in the air (cuz I was on Stevie's shoulders..) and I looked pretty good. I am amazing. :D

I must go. Goodbye.




xshmish blogged at 9:42 PM EDT
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Thursday, May 18, 2006
011.
Mood:  irritated
Now Playing: Stacy's Mom - Fountains of Wayne
Topic: ME.
So today we took exams. I am still super nervous about Alex's party, but I am either taking Heather, Emily, or both to the party, so I won't go alone. But I had the weirdest conversation with Alex... It was freaky... Here it is, I'm Shmish and He's Areku Kitsune:

SHMiSH: yo dawg.
Areku Kitsune signed off at 3:41:29 PM.
Areku Kitsune signed on at 3:48:00 PM.
SHMiSH: you're weird.
Areku Kitsune: why?
SHMiSH: i felt like calling you weird. :-)
SHMiSH: dont worry. im weirder.
Areku Kitsune: blechc\
Areku Kitsune: c\c\c
Areku Kitsune: c
Areku Kitsune: f
Areku Kitsune: hd
Areku Kitsune: hjgd
Areku Kitsune: da
Areku Kitsune: gz
SHMiSH: SPAZZ
Areku Kitsune: m,ui
Areku Kitsune: .;
SHMiSH: shmish.
Areku Kitsune: .
Areku Kitsune: ..
Areku Kitsune: ....
Areku Kitsune: ..
Areku Kitsune: .
Areku Kitsune: .
Areku Kitsune: .
Areku Kitsune: ..............
Areku Kitsune: .................................
Areku Kitsune: ...................................................................
Areku Kitsune: ...................................
SHMiSH: this is entertaining.
Areku Kitsune: frawg
SHMiSH: dawg.
Areku Kitsune: on dolphin
Areku Kitsune: blubber on cows
SHMiSH: blubber on a cow
Areku Kitsune: were
Areku Kitsune: dage
Areku Kitsune: f
Areku Kitsune: nops
Areku Kitsune: or pods
SHMiSH: we're doomed
no, we're screwed.
let's party
Areku Kitsune: fruitc
Areku Kitsune: a
Areku Kitsune: sdfghjk
Areku Kitsune: vcx
SHMiSH: OMFG I GET TO MEET KELLY TOMORROW!!!!!!! :-D
Areku Kitsune: YUGF
SHMiSH: XFD
Areku Kitsune: G
Areku Kitsune: fD
Areku Kitsune: D
dBVC

Areku Kitsune: /..\
SHMiSH: Kelly + Disney = Death
SHMiSH: :-)
Areku Kitsune: ^
SHMiSH: ^^
SHMiSH:
<(*_*)>
Areku Kitsune: _
_/..\_

Areku Kitsune: */..\*
SHMiSH:

_
_/..\_
SHMiSH: ohhhh burrrnnn
Areku Kitsune:



_
SHMiSH: a loaded god complew cock it and pull it.
SHMiSH: its a dragon attack.
SHMiSH: you said new york. new york was dangerous
SHMiSH: OMFG I HAVE STACY'S MOM ON iTUNES!!! OMFG I FEEL SPECIAL!!!
Areku Kitsune:




___
__I__I__
_/@@\_
SHMiSH: Stacy cant you see, you're just not the girl for me? i know it might be wrong, but i'm in love with stacy
SHMiSH: 's mom
SHMiSH: dude dawg that dude is oh so smexy.
SHMiSH: and now i want cheese
Areku Kitsune: SPLUk
Areku Kitsune: splurk
Areku Kitsune: kuk
Areku Kitsune: lj
Areku Kitsune: gdf
Areku Kitsune: POIUYTR
SHMiSH: you really need to learn how to type
SHMiSH: :-D
Areku Kitsune: KERplunk
Areku Kitsune: GFDOMK
Areku Kitsune: ONMBG
Areku Kitsune: @@@#@@!!!!
SHMiSH: im in love with stacy's mom, oh oh
Areku Kitsune: cDFRESAAAAa
Areku Kitsune: THE MOVIES
SHMiSH: OMFG YOU JUST CURSED WITH @'S!
Areku Kitsune: \DS
DDDDDDDDDD
f
Areku Kitsune: aSDFGHJK
Areku Kitsune: nnnnnnooooooooobbbbbnnnnnnoooooooogggg
Areku Kitsune: @##
Areku Kitsune: 3#D
Areku Kitsune: nnnnn
Areku Kitsune: n
Areku Kitsune: b
Areku Kitsune: f
SHMiSH: swing, swing.
i am officially in love with my itunes. and aar. ohh burrrnnn. no blonde alex clones there.
Areku Kitsune: HOMOJAPPY
Areku Kitsune: qwaedmjk,l.
Areku Kitsune: wfg
Areku Kitsune: h
Areku Kitsune: b
Areku Kitsune: bnm
Areku Kitsune: jgvc
Areku Kitsune: u
Areku Kitsune: fgh jbk
Areku Kitsune: bgfdtn
Areku Kitsune: ry
SHMiSH: OMFG I LIKE THAT WORD.
SHMiSH: HOMOJAPPY
SHMiSH: HOMOJAPPY
SHMiSH: HOMOJAPY
SHMiSH: HOMOJAPPY
SHMiSH: HOMOJAPPY
SHMiSH: HOMOJAPPY
SHMiSH: AREKUSHISU..
SHMiSH: UiXiKiXO
SHMiSH: LOLZ.
Areku Kitsune: gbhdnmh
SHMiSH: KSAJH
SHMiSH: DFSG
SHMiSH: FDGS
SHMiSH: DFG
SHMiSH: DFG
Areku Kitsune: okokokok
SHMiSH: DFGDFGDFGDFGLEJRPOKJG
Areku Kitsune: GOW?KJHGFME
SHMiSH: OKOKOKOK WHAT?
Areku Kitsune: ASTRDTHFUJ
SHMiSH: A STRD THE FUDGE.
Areku Kitsune: NNNNN




























Areku Kitsune: BEANSSS
Areku Kitsune: SDFGHJKL
SHMiSH: BEANS.
SHMiSH: <3
Areku Kitsune: ><><><><><>
Areku Kitsune: w/me
Areku Kitsune: asdfghnm
SHMiSH: FISHES WITH ALEX. HOW FUN.
Areku Kitsune: ><:>
Areku Kitsune: .
Areku Kitsune:





..
Areku Kitsune: VvVVV
Areku Kitsune: sdfcsvjuiol<
Areku Kitsune: \Xrh ji:"uob|
SHMiSH: . . . .
[ , \ ./ , ]
| | | |
Areku Kitsune: I STIRRED THE FUDGE
SHMiSH: OMFG YOU DID?
SHMiSH: OH I GET IT NOW
Areku Kitsune:
Areku Kitsune:

. . . .
[ , \ ./ , ]
| | | |
SHMiSH:


. . . .
[ , \ / , ]
| | | |
Areku Kitsune: \?"''''''''';...lllllllkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjhhhhhhhhhhhhggggggggffffffffdddddsssssssssaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
SHMiSH: PAP WAS A ROLLIN STONE
Areku Kitsune: WAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAK
SHMiSH: PAPA WAS A ROLLIN STONE
Areku Kitsune: OLIGARKKY
SHMiSH: YAY OLIGARCHY
SHMiSH: MAN FEST DESTINY
Areku Kitsune: IM FAILN DRAMA!!!!!!!!

SHMiSH: YOURE NOT IN DRAMA.
Areku Kitsune: woops
Areku Kitsune signed off at 4:04:13 PM.
SHMiSH: GAY PERSON.
So yea. I think it was Niki D that was talking to me at one point, but only Alex would know the blubber on a cow thing. So yea.

But yea... Nothing else really is on my mind.
Except that I can't get a hold of the cool Niki. Cuz I was supposed to see her today cuz she's at her sister's house.... and yea. :D

Well have a nice day...

xshmish blogged at 4:13 PM EDT
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Wednesday, May 17, 2006
010.
Mood:  cool
Now Playing: "Stab My Back" --AAR
Topic: ME.
Suddenly, I'm really worried about Alex's party. Here's a grand list of things I'm worried about..

1. Arriving Alone- I don't have a ride with anyone, which means my mom will take me and I will get there.. alone. When I get there ALONE, I might have to face Jenna or Kelly, which would completely screw my mind up. I hope Ben, Patrick, Danielle, Heather, Emily, or Teresa gets there before me. If not, I'm screwed and would be sentenced to death by talking to Alex in fron tof Kelly and Jenna.

2. Meeting Kelly- Alex says she is a very violent person and hates me for some reason. So seriously. I don't want to meet her.. Cuz she might end up killing me and I would end up defending myself back, making a complete fool out of myself and possibly get in trouble with the law... not good.

3. Spending Three Hourse With Jenna & Friends- Apparently, Alex's sister and her friends were invited to this grand soiree, so I will have to spend three hours with tons of ninth graders that have pointless grudges against me... It makes me nervous.

4. Spending Three Hours With Kelly- Kelly is just a girl who hates me cuz I love Alex. She has liked Alex for ever and ever and ever and stuff, and she's just mad because she has a little competition. She suddenly decided to hate me over email so I am basically screwed.

So basically. As long as one of my [girl] friends or Ben or Patrick get to the party before me, I will be fine. I'd prefer it to be a girl, cuz if I spend too much time with a guy, then I will get too flirty and make a COMPLETE fool out of myself. Not good. Not good at all.

So... Today I talked to Alex like... never. It was weird. Cuz I'm always talking to Alex and stuff, so yea.

HEY GUESS WHAT?! I TYPED THIS WHOLE THING WITHOUT LOOKING AT THE KEYBOARD AND I DID IT SUPER FAST!!! YAY!

So I am super nervous. Bye.

xshmish blogged at 6:24 PM EDT
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Tuesday, May 16, 2006
009.
Mood:  down
Now Playing: All-American Rejects Fan Station on Yahoo!
Today was good, yet depressing. I talked to Alex a lot, and he sat with me in skills and Chapel, but I just realized today that this is one of the last two weeks left that I will be with these crazy kids. I'm starting to think on the bad side of Orlando (again) and that's not good.
Ughh. So I'm listening to the All-American Rejects right now... How fun. I actually do like them a lot... but I'm just sad about this whole moving thing. Alex is still scared that I'm going to forget all about him and fall in love with a blonde Alex clone... Haha, I could never forget Alex! I love him too much. Seriously, I think he is my "first love". So..

Swing, Swing
From the tangles of
my heart is crushed
by a former love
can you help me
find a way
to carry on again?

That's about my feelings right now... Goodness. I really need to work on my sense of style. This next year, I am totally going to be HOT. And since I ride my bike tons during the summer, I am going to be HOT & IN SHAPE. YEA BABY! So this summer when I start shopping for school clothes, I am going to the "prep" stores. And Macy's. Haha, I like the Macy's junior department. And Orlando malls have tons of better stores, so it's all good. But seriously, I need to make a good first impression or else I may end up being a social reject... like in sixth grade. Not fun. At all.

So gayness. The world is oh so GAY. I hate hate hate that I am moving in two weeks and I just want to kill Orlando so I can't move.

Ughh.. I need to think happy thoughts: fashion, music, make-up, hair-doing, ALEX, BEN, golf, the party on Friday, chocolate, etc. This is so screwed up.

Oh great, I have my two hardest classes' finals on Thursday. Science & math on the same day, on the first day of exams. This pretty much annoys me.

So. I have to clean out my gym locker tomorrow, and I need to figure out all of my crap. And sharpen pencils. And get erasers. Cuz we have some gay scantron test on Thursday.

Ughh. I seriously wish... I didn't have to move this year. Cuz I heard that another guy likes me.

EVIDENCE:
Ben: I think Sam is going to try to go out with Disney next year...
Me: I think Ben forgets that I'm moving next year.

So gaygaygay. I don't like Sam though, he's... weird. I don't know, it's just that I don't have a crush on him, but he's cool. :D I guess that describes it...

Ughh. I don't know what I am going to do right now.

YAY!

I think I am going to go make a website.. With the dialogues I have written so far.

Actually, no. I'm going to go do something else. Not sure what, but I am going to go do something nonetheless.

Ughh I wish there were twenty books released in The Clique series. I have to wait until August to read the next one :(

Well... Have a nice day. I'm going to do find something to do now.

kbye.


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Monday, May 15, 2006
008.
Mood:  crushed out
Now Playing: All-American Rejects Move Along CD
Topic: ME.
Today was pretty good. I talked to Alex a lot about our awkward year beginning. We were lab partners, and part of the time, all we wanted was to go to science and see eachother and work on labs together, and then another part of the time, we hated eachother and dreaded the moment that the bell signifying the end of lunch rang. So we talked a lot. He also asked who I was more obsessive over crush-wise, Ben or Alex, and I told him straight to his face it was him. I've gotten so much more confident around guys. It makes me happy. I stil have that wish for me to meet a great guy in my neighborhood and fall in love and stuff. That would be absolutely amazing. :D I just really need some romance... Like I fell like something is lacking. I'm still flirting a lot, but I just feel like I need a guy that is all mine and no other girl can have him. Oh well. That's just a wish. I hope I can meet a guy this summer though. If I see one, I'm just going to introduce myself and be happy and be like "Hi, I'm Alexis, your new neighbor. What's Up?" I know I can do it. I'm not soooo outgoing, but I'm also not soooo shy so I will do it. If I want to. It all depends if I can find a guy that I think looks cute, then talk to him, fall in love with his personality, all that jazz. I need a summer love. Most definitely. :D I really want to type a super long blog... but I have no idea what else to write!
Ohohoh. I sat with Alex and Patrick in chapel today.
That's about it...
AMBURGERS AND WOOT BEER!

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Sunday, May 14, 2006
007.
Mood:  flirty
Now Playing: All-American Rejects Move Along CD
Topic: ME.
I wish I had a boyfriend right now. Not like my normal wish for a boy to love me, but I seriously want it right now. For some reason lately, I've been wanting a boy to put his arms around me or kiss me. I always have these little pictures in my head of a super awesome guy embracing me protectively with a huge smile on our faces, just laughing hysterically... I'm hoping this summer when I move, there will be one guy on my street that is one of my best friends, and we can talk and hang out all the time, and be happy. Then he would say he wants me to be his girlfriend, and I will gladly accept. And since we will live on the same street, we can see eachother all of the time. And I can hug him, and he can hold me, and it will all be happy. Hopefully, I can gather up the courage to talk to him. Hopefully, I won't be completely stupid. Hopefully. Ughh. I miss Alex. Good thing I get to see him tomorrow at school. But we have to study for finals... :( Not fun AT ALL. I hatehatehate exams/finals. And our first final is the science final! That is totally sucky. Rawr. And all through the finals, I'm going to be thinking about how much I will miss everyone and Alex and Ben especially, since I like them both. Mostly Alex, though. I can't wait for Alex's party, except for the swimming part. Ughh, bathing suits. That's going to suck. Oh well.. No skimpy bikinis for me, I'm wearing a tankini, dawg. :D
Just wanted to express how I've been feeling lately. Gosh, I wish tripod had better layouts. Oh well.
ByeBye, Babes.

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006.
Mood:  flirty
Topic: ME.
So I am super mad. Last night, I went to the movies with my brother and Heather. All fun. The movie was good, and I walk out and I'm on the way to the bathroom, when all of a sudden, Alex's sister and her twenty friends are like, "OMG ITS ALEXIS!" "WHERE'S ALEXIS?" "THERE!!! HI ALEXIS!!!!!" And then thy were all... talking to me and gay stuff like that. It was pretty gay. Then Chris started talking to my brother and scared him... So I pushed my brother away and ran away. HOW JOYFUL. :D
I feel like putting a picture on here. So. Be ready.
I'm hungry.

xshmish blogged at 7:58 AM EDT
Saturday, May 13, 2006
005.
Mood:  flirty
Now Playing: All-American Rejects Move Along CD
Topic: ME.
So today is Saturday, and I haven't seen Alex since yesterday, so I am going to ramble on about how good yesterday was and how much I don't care that Alex doesn't like me. He certainly does act like he likes me though. :D Well anyway. Onto the more important rambles:

Well. Yesterday was swell. I talked to Alex a lot in English, and it was grand. At lunch, Alex randomly came over to our lunch table with his fruit salad in hand, asking if I had made a copy of an assignment sheet for skills class that he needed. I told him I hadn't gotten it yet, and then Heather told him he could sit with us. So we moved Teresa's pizza and Alex took Teresa's seat...

Next order of business(oob #2): Alex gave me a note in science. It wasn't all "ohh alexis i love youuu" but it was a note, nonetheless. It said: When R U going to make the copy? It was pretty awesome. So yea.

oob #3: Alex sat with me in skills. It was pretty awesome. We just randomly talked about our bipolar teacher and other stuff. In skills, I was like, "Oh I want to sit next to Patrick and Alex in Chapel today." So I sat between the two. I was all happy and stuff. :D

oob #4: Alex put his coke and chips in my locker cuz someone switched the lock on his locker, and I had gotten there like a second before he got there, so then he seriously tackled me and i was like "I feel violated" when I seriously did like it. So he got it out, offered me the chips, but I said "Eww I don't like those... But thanks anyway"

oob #5: I took oh so many pictures of Alex, Patrick, and some other amazing friend people. I have a couple favorite pictures, and it is pretty flippin sweet. One looks like Alex is modeling for a phone company, cuz he's leaning up against the wall with his phone and it is really cute. Oh, what the heck. I'll just show it to you:

So yea. That's perfect.

oob #6: Alex doesn't seem to like Kathryn, the girl he claims to like. Seriously-- I never ever see him talking to her. In the two classes he has with her, I have with her too. And he is normally talking to me and I like it. Seriously. He sits with me at lunch, on buses, in chapel, in class, talks to me during class, on the way to chapel, in chapel, after school... Blah, blah, blah. But yea.

oob #7: I don't want school to end! That means I have to leave Alex and Ben and all of the other lovelies! NOOOO!

oob #8: I was invited to Alex's super early birthday party. Unfortunately, it is a pool party. And I'm not all for wearing a bathing suit. Around guys I'm in love with. And I'm kind of scared to see Alex without a shirt. And, God forbid, Ben. Ben is so so so so skinny... It's his eyes that hooked me when I liked him. Also the case for Heather. But seriously- I don't want to end up being the only one not in the pool, cuz then I will end up talking to his mom or sister, which I really don't want to do cuz his mom scares me, and his sister genuinely hates me.

oob #9: I think I am going to wear my bathing suit and a pair of shorts or jeans. Cuz my bathing suit is like a shirt and the bottoms are bikinis that fall off when I jump in the pool. I think I'm really self-concious about my legs. Cuz they seriously bother me.

oob #10: I'm not going to that party tonight. I don't want to. It's just going to be tons of the snobs dancing like 21 year old strippers. I'd love to go to the County Line, but not for the party. I think I'll go to the County Line another day with my buds. My buds are better than sex-driven seventh grade snob whores.

Wow. Long Blog. Have a great day, babes--


Change Your Mind

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